Facebook *shiver*

I have always protested against facebook. Refusing to use the god damn thing.
But... Today.. I gave in.

So add me!

The worst phonecalls ever.

I really hate them phonecalls... When you know something just isn't right.
My father called me today, saying something had happened.
I already knew what happened. I knew, but I didn't want to belive it. I acually thought, and hoped in my heart, if I ignored it, maybe it wouldn't be true. So I only answerd "....Oh?".

11 years I got together with you. Atleast you didn't have to suffer. You will be missed alot. R.I.P Lottie

Mother had fixed an grave lantern that we put on the grave, the whole family gathered (For once). It looked so beautiful when the darkness fell over the garden, the single candle beeing there.



It's sad... Im looking through my computer to try to find some pictures of her. I barely have any at all. Shame.. But atleast I have alot of happy memories. She has helped me so much, I'm truley going to miss her.

Felt like an eternity when my father had picked me up and drove to Ransta. After halfway he glanced at me, and then put on Rammstein-Du hast on the radio.
My father knows what I need.

Update number 100!

Arn't this a special update? Oh yes I belive so.
So, to celebrate this special occation. I give you this.
This my friends, is skills.

... I failed to post it, so just check the link. Kay? :>

http://www.dumpert.nl/mediabase/649211/9635133a/bandleden_worden_overschat.html

This guy is my hero. He is THE man.

Deciding my life.

I hate this shit...
Im searching around for something to study. Im sick of not having a jobb, but seriously. I just can't decide what to start study.
I don't feel like jumping on a 3 year education to then decide "Nahh. This wasn't something for me anyway" I mean... That would be really shitty.

I seriously have no idee at all what to study >> *sigh*

Someone, decide my future for me.